Opheliac

I’m your Opheliac
I’ve been so disillusioned
I know you’d take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn’t be your friend
My world was to unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
~ Emilie Autumn

According to something I read on Songmeanings.com, an Opheliac is "someone who has delved into madness."
Emilie Autumn also said that an Opehliac is a girl who is left devastated by the men that control her. And even then countinues to allow that control. Or something like that. I dunno, I read that on Songmeanings, too